Auditions - Jacob
Jacob Ferrier has always dreamed of being a porn star. It looks so easy while he's jerking off to dirty videos in his bedroom. But the reality of stripping naked in front of a group of commanding, confident women is much different! This is the true story of a man learning what CFNM really means...
Sarah leads the auditionee into the room with a wicked smile on her face.
Jacob enters and suddenly feels like a deer caught in headlights as he sees bright staging light, Imogen the camera woman focusing on him and the domineering director Edwina.
"Wow, this is a real film set," Jacob says sheepishly with his pulse racing. "This is my first time."
"Of course it is. That's clear," Edwina says. "Come in quickly now. Sarah here will be assessing you and taking your measurements."
"Have a seat and we'll get to know you better," Sarah says in a more welcoming tone.
Jacob is relieved that at least she seems to have a gentle manner and understands that he's nervous.
"My name is Jacob Ferrier. I'm a student and 20 years old and erm... what else do you want to know?"
"What brought you here today? What are you looking to get out of this experience?" Sarah asks.
"Ever since I first saw a porn video I wanted to be in it," Jacob says quietly. "I've had loads of girls so my mates encouraged me saying I should become a porn star."
"Do you think you'll have any issues with performing on camera or showing us any part of your body?" Sarah enquires.
While he thinks about his answer camerawoman Imogen zooms in on his crotch and scans his body.
It's sexy to get the full picture of this hot young slacker before getting to see him in his full glory.
"Man, I don't think performing will be a problem. I mean, as soon as I get a whiff of sex I get such a big boner."
"And yeah, I know I have to get naked. But all the porn I've watched it's focused more on the naked girls."
"This is CFNM," Sarah informs him. "So the emphasis is on you and you are the only one who is naked. Your job is to turn us on."
"That'll be... fun," Jacob says shyly. The concept never occurred to him and it makes him all tingly imagining being the focus of attention.
"Have you ever gone wild and naked on holiday or at your uni?" Sarah asks.
"Oh yeah, this one time out at the pub I got totally smashed and my mates dared me to run down the street naked. It was fuckin bonkers!"
"Did it give you a sexual charge? Did you get an erection?" Edwina pushes him.
"Can't remember. I was so out of it. But it made me a legend amongst my mates."
"When I'm naked I feel so much more... alive!" he glows.
"Good. Because we require you to get fully naked right now," Sarah says teasingly. Jacob grins widely and feels a nervous fluttering in his stomach.
"You must be totally naked and position your body exactly as instructed," Edwina says more sternly. "Go!"
"Yes ma'am, you're the boss," he says buzzing with excitement.
Imogen loves zooming in on the flash of furry torso as he pulls his shirt up.
"Throw your clothes down to the side," Sarah instructs him.
"Just on that chair there."
Jacob feels his pulse really going now. It's really happening. He's stripping down for these three women he's just met while they watch his every move!
Doing normal things like unlacing his shoes makes him feel so clumsy!
He kicks them off trying to look cool but feeling a sweat already breaking out.
"Jeans too?" he asks cheekily.
"That is what naked means," Edwina says impatiently.
"I'm just kidding," he laughs. "I feel like I'm doing a strip tease."
"That's essentially what you are," Sarah says. "But it's more like a medical exam. You show us the goods and we'll assess you."
"I feel like I'm entering the military," he says shimmying out of his jeans.
"I can picture you as a soldier," Sarah says imagining him in a scene. "Maybe a recruit who must be taught how to properly bathe himself and obey."
"I could get into that," Jacob says already feeling turned on.
"We have to find the right script to match with your look," Sarah explains.
"Looks more like a naughty schoolboy to me," Edwina says from her director's chair. "Of course, we can better cast him when we see him fully naked."
He takes hold of his pants feeling his heart beat quickly. This is it!
He slides them down and feels intensely aware of their gaze on him as his cock and arse come into view.
The women watch him steadily capturing every second. Now he's all in and there is no going back!
No matter how much Jacob tells himself that this audition process is like stripping down for the doctor, he can't stop the intense self-consciousness he feels stripping stark naked for their inspection. This is really happening!
Jacob awkwardly climbs out of his pants avoiding the women's intense gaze.
He can feel them scrutinizing his every move and every part of his body.
These ladies are professionals and he's suddenly stricken with self-consciousness wondering how his body compares to the many men who have come before him.
As if he were about to leap into a sports match, he psyches himself up in order to be brave.
He takes a deep breath trying to still his racing heartbeat and look up to face them.
"Anywhere you want me? Should I pose in some way?" he asks with a trembling voice.
"Just stand there front and centre so we can get a good look at you," Sarah instructs him.
"My erm... my cock is usually bigger than this but I'm a bit chilly," he says nervously.
"Don't be so damn worried about the size of your dick," the director Edwina scoffs and rolls her eyes at him.
"It's what you do with it that counts," Sarah says reassuringly.
Jacob stares down the camera lens and can't stop shifting about as he feels like he's being scrutinised more closely than ever in his life!
"Just stand still and let Imogen take some shots up and down your body," Sarah says.
His pulse increases as he feels the camera slowly scanning down his naked form.
He sees she holds her shot once she gets to his crotch.
Imogen zooms in wanting to get a really good gander at his todger.
"You've got a foreskin, correct?" she says teasingly.
"Erm... yes, I have a foreskin," he mumbles thinking it must be obvious but stating it aloud makes him even more aware of them studying it.
She examines his hairy legs and feet before Sarah says, "Turn to the side."
Imogen takes her time scanning up his body.
Every second of this inspection feels like it stretches out for ages as he's so intensely conscious of their gaze and judgement.
Again, Imogen cheekily zooms in on his cock seeing how his hairy balls bulge beneath it.
He tries to stand as straight and confidently as possible.
But this earns him a quick reprimand, "Please stop fidgeting."
"Now face the wall," Imogen says.
As he turns Jacob is highly aware that his arse will be inspected as well!
He's never been aware of women checking out his bum before and it makes him even more nervous.
Somehow it feels even more intimate having this part of his body being scrutinized for its sexual appeal.
Imogen wants to take it all in and zooms in to see the full heft of that arse.
"What a darling little bum!" Sarah says affectionately.
"Now face the other wall," she says.
Jacob is astounded that the women are so thorough taking in a full 180 view of his body.
Any flaw or imperfection won't go unnoticed as they study every ripple of muscle.
He even becomes aware of how his balls hang and suddenly panics that one might droop lower than the other.
"Very good," Sarah says. "Now turn to face us again."
Jacob frantically wonders how he measures up and what roles they might be planning for him.
"Let's get a measure of this cock now," she says getting her ruler out.
He had no idea his dick would actually be measured! This makes him break out in a sweat.
"As I said, don't worry about what the result is. This is just for our records," Sarah assures him.
Nevertheless, Jacob can't help but feel the result will reflect on him personally. But there's no time to try to excite himself and enhance the size of it because she's already reaching for his dick!
All his life Jacob has sneakily checked out other guys in the locker room to compare the size of his dick against their own. He's always felt fairly confident that he's got an average sized wiener and certainly never had any complaints from the ladies. But now that these women are actually going to place a ruler against his limp penis he's panicking about how he'll measure up!
Jacob freezes and stares in surprise as Sarah freely grabs his cock to measure it.
"Let's see how you measure up," she says excitedly.
"I wonder if it grows when handled," camerawoman Imogen says focusing in.
"A respectable three inches," Sarah says.
"Hopefully we'll see it a bit bigger later on..."
Jacob quickly adds, "Yeah definitely and it'd be larger now if it wasn't so cold."
"Don't worry dear. We've seen it all before," Sarah says briskly.
Jacob has to suppress the urge to instantly grab his dick to excite himself and prove how big it can get.
It's so mind blowing standing here while a woman focuses the camera at his exposed crotch!
He folds his arms defensively and tries to act natural but his heart is racing.
"Right, I need to take a few more of your measurements," Sarah continues.
"Nothing quite as intimate as that first one," she laughs.
"Let's get your height," she says while Imogen captures his arse fully on show.
He stands against the bar. In a way, this feels like any doctor's check up but here he's stark naked!
"Perfect. You are five foot ten inches," Sarah says.
Jacob imagines all his stats being added to a big database of other men.
It's so strange knowing he's going to be just another entry that these women can peruse when deciding what men they want to cast in a dirty video.
"Jump on the scales now, darlin'," Sarah says.
He tentatively steps on. Everything he does makes him feel intensely self conscious.
The dial spins and Jacob tries to stand completely still.
"I make that 10.5 stone. You're a skinny boy, aren't you?" Sarah says.
"My mum always tells me I ought to eat more," Jacob murmurs.
"Awe, your mum! Well don't listen to her. I like my men wiry," director Edwina says.
"Just a few more measurements to complete your profile," Sarah says.
"Erm... what are these for?" Jacob asks tentatively.
"They're for costumes," Imogen explains. "In case we want to dress you up as a businessman... a schoolboy... or even a sailor."
"Oooh, I quite fancy seeing him as a naughty sailor boy," Sarah says.
"I erm... guess I could do that," Jacob chuckles turned on by the idea of these women inserting him into their sexual fantasies.
"Arms up!" she commands.
"This is totally out of my element," he says. "Why does this feel like I'm at my first day of school?"
"In that case, maybe we should cast him in a schoolboy who needs to be punished," Edwina says in a way which sends a shiver down Jacob's spine.
"Such a little waist! 31 inches," Sarah says.
"Are you planning on bulking up? Putting on more muscle?" Imogen enquires.
"Nah, I've always been naturally this size no matter how hard I work out," Jacob says.
"I reckon we can put you on a regime to increase your pecs and biceps," Sarah says assessing him.
Jacob knows whatever these women order him to do he will do it. He wants so badly to impress them!
"I make that 36 inches," she says. "Yes, we can definitely bulk you up."
"I don't know," Edwina speaks up. "I prefer my men wiry."
Jacob chuckles. It's so bizarre hearing these women discuss how they want to mould him like he's their toy to control.
"Yeah, but that's because you like to control your men completely so they can't fight back," Sarah teases Edwina. The women laugh and Jacob's cheeks burn as he wonders what he's got himself into!
Jacob is aware that he's just one of many men that these women have met and auditioned today. As he stands before them stark naked he frantically wonders how he can stand out and impress them. More than anything else he wants to be their new star. He's never felt so vulnerable and exposed before in his life!
"Watch out," Sarah whispers to Jacob jokingly. "Our director Edwina will have you tied arse up before you know it!"
"Erm... I've never been in that position before," Jacob chuckles and quickly thinks to show how he's a good sport: "But I'm open for anything!"
"I may hold you to that," Edwina says intently watching him from the side.
"I'm going to take your collar size," Sarah says.
"What's that for?" Jacob asks.
"For costumes, of course! We need to know what size shirts to get to make you a pizza delivery man or a mechanic or a schoolboy," Sarah says.
He tries to imagine himself in any of these scenarios. His fantasies have never previously gone beyond the actual fucking.
It feels bizarre to him having all his statistics taken down and catalogued. He idly strokes his dick trying to make it larger and more impressive for them.
His heart is racing. He's totally at their mercy while he's stark naked. Whatever they feel like asking him to do next he has to do it.
He wonders if he's impressed them enough to actually make it into a real porn film.
And it's never wracking because what if they cast him in something that doesn't turn him on? Will he do it anyway just to break into the business? These questions are swirling around in his mind.
"Right, up on the table and point your arse towards the camera," Sarah says matter of factly.
WHAT?
"You erm... want me to get up on the table? For real?"
"Yes, climb up there. On all fours," Sarah says.
"Ummm..." he feels like this is close to his limit. "I don't know if I'm comfortable... erm..."
"It's standard procedure," Sarah explains sympathetically but firmly. "Every part of you will be visible during filming. We need to see what we're getting."
"Just climb up there. Right now?"
Sarah nods clearing things out of the way for a clear shot.
"And point those sweet cheeks over in my direction," the camera woman Imogen says.
"Well... I guess so," Jacob doesn't feel like he can refuse.
He can't help but chuckle. This is so surreal and weird to him.
A woman has never asked to look at his arse before. He never even thought of it as a thing woman might be turned on by.
He desperately tries to stop himself from trembling as he balances on all fours.
"You have to point your arse right at the lens," Imogen explains. "I need to see all of it."
Jacob tries to shimmy around. Even though he's athletic this position is so unnatural to him he's incredibly awkward.
"Like this?" he asks nervously. He's achingly self conscious.
"Hmm, let me zoom in," Imogen says giggling.
"Sarah I need to find some way to get a better shot between these cheeks," Imogen says grabbing his buttocks.
"And I do like the view it gives of his dangling member and sack," she laughs.
"Hard to resist giving them a naughty prod!"
Jacob blushes and his muscles tense as he feels his testicles being poked.
She pushes them up feeling the soft flesh of his scrotum.
All three women laugh at how his genitals swing back and forth.
Jacob has never felt so exposed in his life. This is a thousand times more intense than any intimate doctor's appointment because these women are judging the most intimate parts of his body!
Sarah snaps on some rubber gloves, "Let me get in there and help."
"First thing we need you to do is arch your back more!" Sarah says.
"Push this part down and it will naturally make your arse cheeks spread more."
"Or we could just use the old fashioned method and pull this peach apart!"
Imogen gets close with the camera and examines his arsehole in detail. All three women laugh peering at that sweet sensitive hole!
Jacob feels so vulnerable and uncomfortable but now that he's gone this far he doesn't see any way to stop! All he can do is wait while the women look over his arse and comment on it!
Even for a guy as confident and easy going as Jacob, this audition is intense! The unexpected twist of being ordered to climb up on the table to have his arsehole examined has made him feel a whole new level of anxiety. But there is no way to back out of the audition now as the women take charge and command him how to show off his butt.
Jacob must constantly fight the compulsion to get down or shield his arse from the women's inspection.
"It's like examining a bull at market," Sarah laughs fondling his dangling testicles.
"I still can't get a clear picture in that dark crevice," the camerawoman Imogen says zooming in.
"How about now?" Sarah offers spreading his cheeks apart further and pushing his genitals up.
"Nope, though I'm getting some good footage of his gooch!" Imogen says excitedly.
"Okay, climb onto your back now," Sarah demands.
Jacob feels so clumsy and vulnerable shifting his naked body around on the table.
This is so humiliating! He imagines all his friends laughing at him.
Making porn is much more intense than he ever imagined it would be!
Nervously he leans back and spreads his legs as the ladies stare at him intently.
"All the way down!" the director Edwina says sternly. "There's no modesty in this business!"
"I can't believe I'm doing this," Jacob mumbles and grins in embarrassment.
"You may have to do a lot of things that don't feel natural to you," Sarah says. "But you never know, you might discover a new kink."
"Now spread em!"
She seizes his legs and pulls them apart in a way which makes Jacob's pulse race.
"Now hold them up just like this. Let Imogen get the shots she needs."
"Wow! It's still really dark down there," Imogen comments.
"I'll spread his cheeks," Sarah offers. She commands Jacob: "Pull your legs back."
"There we are! There's his shy little flower," Imogen giggles.
"Now that's what I like to see," Edwina says approvingly.
Jacob is so uncomfortable and horrifically embarrassed. It feels like this examination is taking centuries!
"Alright, you can get down now," Sarah says.
He feels a HUGE relief and quickly gets down.
But he can't help thinking about how his exposed anus has been filmed now. It'll permanently be out there for people to see!
There's nothing he can do about it now. He's gone this far. He's determined to make it into a porn film!
"Is ummm... is that it then? Is the audition done?"
"Oh no, we've still got the most important part," Sarah says brightly. "We want to see what your dick can do."
Jacob feels a momentary thrill. Will he really get to fuck one of them? Right now?
"We want to watch you jerk off," Sarah clarifies.
"Give us a show. Turn us on," Edwina insists. "That's your job as a model."
He clambers down nervously. The idea of showing off for a captive female audience is a turn on but now that it's actually happening it feels overwhelming!
"You can use these for inspiration," Sarah offers pointing at a pile of porn mags.
"I was hoping erm..." he says looking at the women but he can tell from their stern expressions that there will be no fluffing here.
"That's the challenge," Sarah says. "I know this is difficult but that's the reality of making porn. You have to be able to get it up and get off in any circumstances."
"This is harder than I thought. But I'm game," he says still desperately wanting to impress them.
Seeing the spread of girlie mags already gets his juices flowing. He'll have to pretend like he's in his own bedroom jerking off.
But there's no escaping the self-conscious feeling of being watched and filmed by women he's just met!
If he could only get a quick grope or blowjob this would be so much easier!
"Please could I just get a little help..." he says nervously.
"Absolutely not!" Edwina says firmly. "Wank now or get out!"
The main reason Jacob is auditioning is to have lots of hot sex with women. But instead of living his fantasy he finds himself feeling like a slave at auction. Stripped, scrutinized and ordered to display his body like a whore! Now that they want to see him ejaculate it seems only fair that the women strip and help him out. But they are having none of it...
"C'mon," Jacob demands indignantly. "Just a quick blowjob. It will help me get off."
"That magazine is all you're getting so go to town..." Sarah invites him.
These women are professionals and are used to taking charge of men who don't understand it's their job to turn them on!
"Okay, I'll try. I haven't jerked off to a magazine for years!"
"Pretend you're a horny teen who has just discovered his father's porn stash," Edwina suggests.
"This is the first time you've seen a nudie mag and you can feel your willy going hard," she prompts.
The women grin and feel turned on seeing how this sexy fella handles himself as if he were wanking in the privacy of his bedroom.
His dick instantly starts to go hard.
He flips through the pages letting the dirty images fill his head and charge his erotic imagination. Maybe he'll be able to do things like this for real soon!
"Like a dirty little boy having a wank while his parents are away," Sarah laughs.
"I reckon he'd do it in the toilets at school too," camera woman Imogen adds.
Jacob blushes seeing the women observe how he strokes his dick and makes it hard.
"The way he's hiding away you'll have to zoom in really close to get his cum shot," Sarah says.
This is so much pressure and Jacob isn't used to performing!
"I wanna give you gals the best fucking cum shot you've ever seen," he says earnestly.
"Just you wait," he says confidently stroking his cock.
The women observe how his glans peek out from his foreskin as he rubs it.
He uses a particular downward stroke which effectively covers his penis from view.
"You've got to wank in a way we can get it on camera," Sarah explains.
Jacob laughs in embarrassment. He's not used to having to display himself while getting off.
Being made to feel so self conscious makes this a much bigger challenge than he anticipated.
He jerks himself in earnest easing into the erotic appeal of exhibiting himself like a slut.
He needs some lubrication so licks his palm.
He rubs the saliva on his dick feeling how his cock responds to the enticing wetness.
Rubbing that sensitive string just under his glans makes his dick tingle in excitement.
In his concentration he doesn't even see Sarah reaching for his cock!
"Let me feel how hard it's getting," she says assertively.
"Hmm, it's getting there!"
"Maybe a bit more moisture is needed..."
She leans over enjoying how his dick strains upward towards her.
She releases a big glob of spit directly onto the head of his cock.
"There that should help," she says with satisfaction.
Jacob shudders in excitement feeling her saliva dripping down his shaft.
He rubs it in and over the head of his cock.
He moans in excitement enthused by the slickness of it and these women's evident desire as they watch him closely.
Sarah climbs up to get a better view of the material he's browsing through while wanking off.
It's sexy seeing what turns him on the most.
Jacob loves blowjobs and looks through lots of pictures of them. The fact that these women could go down on him but are taking charge and withholding this is a turn on in itself.
His dick goes very hard as he feels himself surrounded by them.
He can feel himself getting really into the idea of being naked and totally under these ladies' command.
Jacob holds his hard dick in his hand waiting for the women to give him permission to cum. Normally he likes to rush to orgasm as soon as possible. So to withhold his desire under these ladies' command is a new sexual high for him. He feels himself reaching the peak of his excitement and willing to do whatever they command.
As Sarah browses through all the porn he's been flipping through she says ever so casually, "You may cum now."
Clutching his throbbing hot dick, Jacob doesn't need to be told twice. He feels a tightening in his balls and an exquisite release.
A long stream of sperm bursts from his dick!
He's ravenous, stroking his member frantically like a wild animal.
Having built up his excitement so much his orgasm is much more powerful than any he's had before!
Sperm flies from his cock as he strokes it at a supersonic speed.
Camerawoman Imogen steadily films the exhibitionistic show.
"Look at you go!" she comments zooming in.
It's as if gallons of sperm are shooting from his dick.
He groans with a deep satisfaction feeling the blissful relief.
His hard penis is achingly sensitive now after such an explosion.
"You made a big mess!" Sarah comments looking down.
Instinctually Jacob starts to stand but Imogen sternly orders him, "Stay seated!"
"Let me study that big cock of yours!"
She observes and films how it jumps on its own with dregs of sperm still seeping from the tip.
Jacob is startled feeling how his penis is being so carefully observed right after his orgasm.
"Are those balls completely emptied now?" Imogen asks.
"Just a little bit still coming out," Jacob says squeezing the end of his penis.
Imogen is turned on and fascinated as he parts the slit on his glans.
"Very good. You may clean up now," the director Edwina instructs him.
He hastily grabs for the paper towels feeling suddenly very vulnerable and foolish sitting here covered in his own sperm.
"Looks like you really enjoyed yourself," Imogen says.
Jacob nods while mopping up his spunk and says, "I did. But it was much different than I thought it'd be."
Everywhere he steps he can feel the damp sticky residue he's left on the carpet.
He carefully wipes off his now very sensitive dick.
It feels somewhat embarrassing for him to be cleaning himself while all the women watch. In the heat of the moment it was one thing but now he's ejaculated he feels embarrassed.
"You must have been saving that up for us, weren't you?" Sarah quizzes him.
Jacob chuckles and admits, "I haven't jerked off for a week. I wanted to be fresh for this audition and make a good impression."
"Tell me the truth, was it alright?" he asks hopefully.
"You're a cute eager little thing," Edwina says. "Most men can't do what you just did so that works in your favour."
"Of course, we have dozens of more applicants to see and only a few positions," she adds.
Inside, Jacob thought he was sure to instantly be cast in a porn film. The thought that he went through all that and might not even get to be in a porno is offensive to him.
"Well, I'd be very grateful if you'd consider me," Jacob says blushing and pulling on his t-shirt.
"Naturally, this is a very competitive business," Edwina explains. "If you want to get lots of work you need to be willing to do <em>anything</em>."
Jacob is so innocent he's not sure what she means by that. What else could they possible want to film but a man fucking a woman?!
"How do you feel about being dominated?" Sarah asks sweetly. "Tied up? Your arse whipped? Fucked with a giant vibrating dildo?"
"Collared and chained and led through a busy street in the middle of the day?" she continues. "Ordered to lick the arses of dozens of anonymous men and women?"
Jacob is flabbergasted by this list of filthy actions. "I erm... I'd have to think it over," he says nervously.
"Well, if you're not up for it I'm not sure there will be a part for you here," Sarah sighs.
"You can see yourself out, right? We have another appointment very soon. So good to meet you," Sarah dismisses him.
Jacob strides towards the exit feeling as if he's been used.
Whatever the case, this was one of the wildest things he's ever done and he can't wait to tell his mates about it when he meets up with them later on tonight.
